

Bittersweet plagueThe sun glares into my eyes when in all honesty the clouds are hiding its view from me, like you hide your lies from me. When will I wake up to see the truth, to realise it is hopeless, you never wanted me, you aloof--- You dragged me along like a toy, led me up the stairs whispering to me in your childish voice that I was a soldier going up a mountain. Now I just wish I was dead, but know I wouldn't dare kick the chair [away], hitting hell's lair, just to get to you. I'll plague your nightmares and your dreams, until the day I have the courage to break you liBittersweet plague


Reality's perceptionLie awake in bed at night And think about your lifeReality's perception
It's not all that great. If there weren't the emotional ties [few as they are] I would have let my soul move on... but instead... [maybe I'll just take theirs]
Do you want to be different? (Different...) Try to let go of the truth The battles of your youth
So many different characters I've tried to be, so many traits I've found I share with them, but that's easy to do, isn't it? But my recent one... B.B; Beyond Birthday; Backup... so alike. Even the psychotic tendencies. Of course; anyone can find traits and likeness in a character the


Demo:crazy.Darkness was in the world, whether you saw it or not. Light constantly battled the threat of it looming over and consuming all, becoming the world's shadow, whether people realised it or not. Angels and demons - beings of light and dark, different names given to them over the years, sometimes known as one and the same - were amongst humans, and they were higher beings walking the path of man. Most of mankind, if they believed in such fairytales, thought that the realms of Heaven, Hell and Earth were separate, that you had to die to be in one of the two, and alive to be on Earth. Those who knew better knew that they were merged; all one and thDemo:crazy.


City Dreamer IIThe shady half of the city of Chicago was a seedy place, notorious for its drug use, easy sex approach and strip-clubs whilst the lighter side of it was kept in the dark; out of films, and not known in the reality of most of those whose were living the 'high-life', as the well-doers thought of it. The ones who had crashed and burned, or were burning out, stumbled around the streets in a stupor, selling themselves for a high that would tide them over untill the next morning, if that at all, or, if they were foolish or desperate enough, would try and steal off of a dealer. Those who attempted that were often found, drained of life, the next morCity Dreamer II


BreakdownI chose to break down just to paint a picture.Breakdown
I chose to pull myself together just to notice I'm stronger than I thought.
I chose to be what I am just to know who I am.
I chose to open my heart just to prove to myself: I am indeed insane.
I chose to shut things out just to know I can do it.
I chose to live just to let death know: I'm not his puppet.
I chose to be insane just to prove that sanity is just a word.
I chose willingly to break down just to prove I'm stronger than all thought.


73 I can'tI can't73 I can't
It's quarter past midnight. The house is all silent. Everyone's asleep. Except of me. I'm sitting in front of my screen as usual. I'll be sitting there fore the following four hours at least. I'm an insomniac. Insomnia-addicted if you want to call it that. Staying up is better then going to bed where only nightmares await me.
It's cold in my room. Cold and dark, the dust under my bed has gathered into small, grey clouds. I can't see them, because I'm sitting with my back to them. But they are there. They were always there. And if I decide to get rid of them and unleash the vacuum-cleaner on them, they
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to lie is to invent truth....
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Truth is barbed: if it comforts, it lies. Truth is an armed dancer. (Sound-bite quote from Robert Grudin A Prospect of Time)
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what if you love someone you know you shouldn't love?
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what if you love someone you know you shouldn't love?
Celldweller = Awesomeness
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"I just know that I'm freakin' hardcore and cannot be stopped. I just don't care - I eat my grapes raw and my my marshmallows uncooked and I dare you to try to stop me." - Klayton
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I am the mess you chose [to keep alive], the closet you cannot close [you know the one...], I am the God who will judge you, I suppose...
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DeathNote = Awesome too...
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"I just know that I'm freakin' hardcore and cannot be stopped. I just don't care - I eat my grapes raw and my my marshmallows uncooked and I dare you to try to stop me." - Klayton
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to lie is to invent truth....
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I am the mess you chose [to keep alive], the closet you cannot close [you know the one...], I am the God who will judge you, I suppose...
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to lie is to invent truth....
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